Renee
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Sunday, 11 March 2012 21:56 I understand. I'll walk away slowly. I'm sorry for not being your definition of perfect. Goodbye and find someone better. I'm glad I met you.
I always got by on my own.
Sunday, 4 March 2012 18:19
"Please don't expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand."
Conflicts between people now and then. I don't get why people just can't stop arguing over the littlest things and just get over with it. So tired nowadays that no matter how much sleep I get, it's never enough.
This is what happens when you have nothing better to do at home.
  I'm hoping for my hair to grow even longer so that I can curl it!    Thanks to bf for finally passing me my v day letter! Even though half of it was practically him talking rubbish. I still can feel his sincerity. :) And the shocking thing is, he has never done this for a girl, not even his previous girlfriends. I'm honoured. ._.   This is rather awkward, seeing your sister pose in front of you. And I finally wore the outfit that I brought from Taiwan! Amazingly, I did not faint from heatstroke.                   I received my lens on friday! You can't really see that it's blue though. :/ I still have two pairs of EOS lens that I have yet to receive from another online bs. Hope I don't get scammed. -.-  But still, I'm gonna promote this online shop for people whom wanna order lens & wants a reliable online shop to order from! It's simple! Just add them on fb and you can view the range of lens by clicking pictures. http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100003581205107 I've brought from them for several times and I can always receive my lens via normal postage for those whom don't want to waste their money on registered postage ad find it troublesome to go down all the way to meet them. My favourite series still has to be the Eclipse series!   
 
I tend to dislike really scary plus horrifying lens like this
I find it really scary to look at. LOL. So I prefer lens which are not too horrifying to look at and more natural and nudy. But for people whom want lens which are more obvious, I suggest not to choose the Eclipse series as the colours are not that obvious. :/
The hottest love has the coldest end.
Saturday, 25 February 2012 22:17 Okay... So I just spent the past 5 minutes trying to think of a title. LOL. Not much of pictures cause I'm sick now and far too lazy to camwhore or anything else. I can't believe I still managed to survive through yesterday even though it was blazing warm and I was having a terrible headache. I thought I would faint. ._. Feel so touched when people ask me if I was alright cause I looked so sick. I feel asleep way too early yesterday and a certain friend kept asking me if I was alright cause I didn't reply. K called me but I didn't hear my phone rang at all. I feel bad whenever I cause someone to worry. Like who doesn't? Dad dragged me to the doctor's today and my temperature shot up to 38.1 degrees. And i somehow.. lost weight. I got surprise calls from ET and K to ask if I'm alright and all. Love them all!   These two pictures were drawn by my awesome friend! :) It's meant to be stitch but somehow it looks... distorted... But still, I appreciate it! :) I didn't know which effect was better so I just posted them all. And ignore the background.. I was studying my SS during then.  So yeah... Like I mentioned in my previous post, I went for my piano examination's this Wednesday. Was so nervous at the last minute that my mind went blank. T.T That's the worst thing that can happen to you. So I think I did badly. Too bad I couldn't get to see my results cause I didn't went for my lessons today and I'm 101% sure that I failed it. But it's alright! I shall treat this as an experience. :) To sum up this week: It's been a rough one for me. Really. I even made someone tear over me. In my whole life, this is the first time someone cried over me cause I was acting in such a foolish manner. Thinking back, I really feel so guilty. Which friend will go to that extent? I find myself so foolish and dumb really. But what's the point of ranting it over and over again? Things won't turn back on their own. We just have to accept the fact that things changes all the time and we shouldn't miss the past anymore. And my friends are always so supportive, I'm really grateful to everything they have done for me. I never wanna lose them ever.
Sweet Melodies
Sunday, 19 February 2012 12:16 "Love is fragile. And we're not always its best caretakers. We just muddle through and do the best we can and hope this fragile thing survives against all odds." I'm not the expert at love or whatsoever, and many may say I'm too young to understand it or whatsoever. But trust me, I've been through a lot. And yes, love really messes up your mind. You can be so utterly disappointed in someone and yet, you can't leave the person and you can never ignore the person for long. You forgive the person despite all the shits they've done to hurt you and you're expected to smile and just forget about it. The simplest things that that special someone does for you can make your day and forget everything that happened. And yet the simplest things that that special someone does to hurt you can make you remember it for long and maybe even for life. Love is screwed up and can be the worst experience for someone and yet, it can be a sweet and memorable feeling for someone. Nobody really knows the true meaning of love and yet love can be expressed in many ways. You may have that special feeling for someone but the person may not have the same feelings. It's hard to find someone whom returns the same feelings as you habour so treat every opportunity well. Went to MCO's concert on Monday which was titled Sweet Melodies. The day of the concert was to celebrate the eve of Valentine's Day and many love famous love songs were played for example, my heart will go on, 那些年, 童話 etc.   This girl above kept torturing me by forcing me not to sleep and pulling my hair and snatching my earpiece. Tell me how not to have a phobia towards her... T.T 
Finally reached the concert place and the media was there too!
There were lights camera and flashes everywhere. LOL.
Everyone was slowly busting in as the time for the concert to start neared.
         
Our best, cutest and frustrated looking teachers. LOL.
   And YAY! We're finally inside the concert hall. Sat with Melvin Ching, pkk, mingyau and ET. I kept complaining cause Mingyau kept shaking his legs which in turn caused me to shake in my seat too. LOL.  MCO did great. :) Even though I found some of the tunes really weird but still, it turned out to be awesome! And our dearest conductor, Mr Low Cher Yong even rearranged the song 那些年 on his own! I kinda got sick of hearing that song over and over again since it was quite popular among my friends, but the orchestra version didn't bore me at all. After the concert had a late supper at Mac's! Had an enjoyable time and then parted ways and headed home with Erilea. :)  
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