Renee
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15 AUGUST ♥

Forgetting all the hurt inside I've learned to hide so well.
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself.

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    Disappointment.
    Thursday, 1 December 2011 23:06


    Finally got my card reader today ! YESSSSS. I can finally upload my pictures. So I'll probably do that this weekend.

    Went to zhenxiong's BBQ this Monday, I had a great time there. :) Yeah, the guys went drunk. Well, not all though. Idk what happened after I left, but heard almost all of them were drunk. :/
    Was worried about Tiffany most since she was the only girl out of us that stayed over.
    Thanks to shantel's dad for sending me back home. :)
    I swear he's damn cool.
    The thing I regretted on that day was forgetting my camera.
    Sigh. Hopefully I won't forget about taking my camera along with me this Saturday. ._.

    Okay, there are a few people that I wanna dedicate this post to.

    A close friend of mine.
    I'm sorry for being such a constant disappointment to you. I know I made you cry, and made you feel so upset so many countless times. I wanted to make it up to you during the trip, but still, i guess it didn't work out. Yeah, what's the use of me saying sorry now ? The past can never be changed anyway. No matter how hard I try, maybe it just isn't enough... Even if you have given hope that I'll change my ways, I just wanna let you know that, you'll always be one of my closest friends that I've shared my secrets to. Even if I'm not with you most of the times, I'll always be here when you need me. <3

    Dearest.
    I just wanna let you know that you're one of the best girlfriends I've seen alright ?
    Things may seem stormy now, but after the storm, something better will emerge.
    Once in a while, stuff like these happens. No matter what, be there for each other. Don't let a little thing tear you two apart, think about the times you two have gone through. I know that you'll be fine. :) Dont overthink as overthinking leads to negative thoughts ! Stay strong. <3

    Myself.
    Stop envying people. Yeah, I know they have perfect lives. I gotta think positive and the great things I have in life. I don't wanna feel inferior anymore.