Love group photos. :)

Sadly, it wasn't the whole class though.

Really miss some of the guys already. Sigh.

And yes, I dyed my hair.

Shared half of the bottle with ET.

ET and Yujie helped me with the foam and I was saying ouch most of the times cause of ET grabbing my hair so violently. x.x

But still, satisfied with the results ! Thanks babes ! ^^

Can't really remember what I did this week.

But had booster for the whole week and mostly hung out with Erilea, Alexi, Ragan and the rest.

It somehow feels like the past where we hang out in a group.

Love the feeling of it cause I can laugh so hardly till my stomach hurts.

I need more of that.

Will be heading to China next Saturday.

It'll be a 12 days trip.

I just hope everything goes well.

And pray that the worst doesn't come.

Idk why I'm so worried about you instead of myself.

Sigh. I'm just gonna get hurt again the end i know.

Been so low on self esteem lately.

Everytime I look in the mirror, and I only can find one word to describe myself.

Imperfect.

I hate how I have such deep panda eyes and huge eye bags.

I hate how chubby and round my face is.

I hate how short i am.

YES. I hate a lot about myself.

And yet I can't change a shit about them. Zzz.

No one actually gives a shit about your personality at first impression.

It's the truth. No matter how much they say it's the personality that counts.

Life is honestly that unfair.

And I really tend to dislike people whom have nothing better to do then to find trouble. zzz.

And I dislike wannabe gangsters.

You started the fire and yet you just let it burn instead of putting it out.

And what's worst, you added oil to the fire.

Who wouldn't be mad ?

And I dislike whenever you go complain to someone older just cause you know that person is gonna help you.

And I can't believe a senior that's older is still acting so immature.

You'd rather throw away a friendship that lasted for this long over some immature people.

Honestly, even if I don't know much and don't have any rights to comment, I know clearly who's in the wrong.

Don't say that just cause that person is my friend that's why I side that person.

Well, for your information, I could ask any stranger and they'd say my friend did nothing wrong.

I don't care if you didn't mean it or anything, the words have already been said, you cant take them back anymore.

Yes, I'm not a role model or some student whom has good grades and appearance.

But I know what I see and hear.

If my friend call it quits, I'll call it quits too, as simple as that. :)

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I really like how honest you're with me and how much you're changing.

I can see that you're trying to be a better person.

Thanks so much for everything.

The texts, the efforts etc.

There are so many words I wish to say, but I just can't express it.