Last day of school yesterday and honestly... I didn't really want school to end.

Cause that would mean that everybody's gonna move on again.

I detest seeing my friends staying back and yet nothing can change the fact about it.

I really miss them all... Seeing people tear up makes me wanna tear too.

Some of them have been classmates with me for 3 years and yet we can't be in the same class for the last year. It's really heartbreaking.

Nevertheless, I hope for the best for them in the future and let's strive hard for next year alright !

Don't give up. We'll always be there for you. :)

Rock on guys. \m/

(Before)

(After)

Had lunch with Jingyi after school yesterday and headed to her house for rebonding.

The process took longer than usual somehow. :o

I did a very stupid thing when I went home... Shan't elaborate since I feel like smacking myself when I think about it. x.x

AND YES, I find my hair very weird !!!!!!!

Is it cause of my frindge ? >:

Somebody tell me x.x

GAWRRR. Every time I look in the mirror I just find my hair weird....

I suddenly prefer my old hair. >:

I'm so excited about my china trip on 12 November ! It's like two weeks away. *excited*

But... I'm so gonna miss you. ):

If only wifi was all over the place and china didn't ban facebook. -.-

I really can't bear to leave. Sigh.

(Okay people, if you dont wanna get sick of me being emotional & etc. STOP READING ONWARDS !)

Don't say I didn't warn you.

I came so close to losing you yesterday. It was the first time I felt like that since I met you.

 When I got that text, the feeling was so...overwhelming.

You know the feeling when somebody tells you something bad ? Your heart just feels something. Yeah, I got that feeling last night. I have no idea how to explain it, it's one of those stuff you've got to experience it yourself then you'll understand.

I'm so glad I didn't just let go and let things die.

Cause I know how hard things are going for you and me.

You don't wanna hurt me that's why you made that choice however, your feelings were still the same.

But I can tell you that, I don't mind. Your moodswings, attitude and personality are whom you're.

No matter how hard it is to handle at times, I know I have to accept who you are.

We aren't perfect, we both have flaws. You accepted me for whom I am, now it's my turn.

I'm so glad that you were honest with me about your feelings and you're making the effort.

Thank you for everything.

You taught me how to move on and how I could forget about him.

It's gonna be difficult and messy, but I'm gonna try.