Okay... So I made a mistake. Turns out what I assumed wasn't true. You're still single but somehow you said till like you were attached. Hah. But doesn't matter anymore. None of it matters.
I'll throw everything away from my mind. The memories and everything. Those used to mean a lot, but now it's nothing but its just a story that ended. Please, don't remind me of him anymore. He was just someone that came and taught me a lesson that I would never forget. He's nothing but someone I used to know. I admit I still think of him and memories of us just pops out all of a sudden. But slowly, I know I'll forget every single one of them. Bye.

I need to get on with life. Someone loves me for who I am, no matter how much I can be such a bitch at times pushing him away etc. Even though it's really complicated and I have no idea how to explain it. But all matters for now is that things stay the way it should be. You're here with me and I'm here with you. I'm prepared for the future. I know things won't be able to last but I'll cherish every time now. However I'm hoping that you'll stay.
I realized that I always see you when I want to. Coincidence ? Idk. But I'm glad I saw you today.

Friends have been telling me that I used to be happier. At least I wouldn't suddenly go quiet all of a sudden and decide not to talk.
I really had no idea. But sometimes it's just that I really don't feel like talking to anyone and I decide to just shut up and my mind's in a blank all of a sudden. I just stare into blank spaces yet think about nothing. Weird or what ?